Monday, March 19, 2012
I apologize for not having written more, I've had a -very- hectic month.
Anyways...something really cool happened tonight and I'm waiting until tomorrow to let y'all know :)
I know, I'm evil.
But, it's because I think I'm going to do a video instead of writing. The reason is because it's really super personal to me and I'm really excited. :)
Here's a quicky overview of what I'll talk about:
I bought Seventeen at the grocery store last week and I really like them because they don't fill it with super skinny photoshopped models. They have real girls with real bodies and real lives. It's cool :) My sister was sitting in my room doing homework with me and she look at it and she goes, 'Wow, she's so real.' (Referring to Jennifer Lawrence) It was so neat to hear her say that.
So yeah, be expecting a video, if I'm not too tired to film it because I have TCAPs this week. :(
Have a fantastical evening and day tomorrow! :)
Monday, March 5, 2012
I have a problem where I'm constantly sticking to rules, not changing, and trying to blend in.
Today I realized something: I don't need to blend in. I'm free to be me. God made me special and if people don't like what He made, they'll live with being quiet.
I feel like I should be writing this post in the summer or something. I always associated being free with Pocahontas and summer.
But I am so sick of conforming to who society and the world wants me to be. I am free to be whoever I'm supposed to be.
God knows who I'm supposed to be. As long as I'm what He wants me to be, there's nothing wrong with me. The world will be okay without one more rail thin, straight haired, gorgeous model in this world.
Though it's hard for me to be different, I've always wanted to be different.
I've changed who I am so people will accept me. I used to straighten my hair all the time because people thought curly hair wasn't pretty. Whoever they are, really don't know who Taylor Swift is. :)
But honestly, we're all different. Sure we can try and be carbon copies of everyone else, but we're all different. No matter how hard we try to be the same, we never can be. We were meant to be unique and special.
So go be free and have an amazing week :)