Friday, April 27, 2012

goodbye lullaby

All I need is change

I'm sick of looking at the same things, eating the same food, reading the same books, watching the same tv shows and movies, wearing the same clothes, putting on the same makeup, doing my hair the same way, and routines.

I am so tired of routines and having everything be the same.

All I want is change.  If I can change, so many things would get better.

I've done the same things, looked at the same things, and been the same thing since I was a kid.  My routines hold memories that I hate.  Memories I want to forget.

I'm changing.  I'm changing everything.  I will not continue on with my normal life anymore.  It's so annoying and boring.  I want to be interesting.

So here goes my changes for this year.

1. Dye my hair red

2. Wear more dresses

3. Wear red lipstick and black eyeliner

4. Eat whenever I'm hungry and not care if I'll gain weight

5. Watch new movies

6. Wear whatever I want whenever I want and not care what I look like because I can

7. Get a new hair cut constantly

8. Visit different places and take lots of pictures

9. Carry my camera with me all summer

10. Wear bright colors and things I'd never wear

11. Make things just for the heck of it

12. Get over my fear of eating in front of people

13. Wear hats

14. Listen to new music

15. Speak my mind more and stop lying

16. Be free

17. Dream more

18. Ditch all routines and do things randomly

19. Stop holding grudges

20. Have fun and act crazy in public without caring what people think

21. Laugh more

22. Wear my hair up more

23. Care about things that mean something and learn to let go what doesn't

24.  Breathe

25. Exercise without developing an addiction again

26. Love life

I know that seems like a lot but I think it really needs to happen.  I just want to live life to the fullest and have fun while I'm at it.  I want to live a life God wants me to live and I highly doubt crying all the time and being isolated is part of that.

If you want, I'd love to hear what you're changing this year :)

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