I wasn't sure what to write about but I knew I wanted to write a post so I decided that I would post all the songs that have really been inspirational for me lately. So yeah, I don't really have to explain most of them, but I might. :)
This is turning out to be waay longer than I thought it would be. But I feel like I need to put them ALL up here. :) Just a little warning: a lot (if not all) are sad songs or have a sad meaning. But hey, I need it. Just like I need to kill your time with hours of music. =D
I remember listening to this song when I was so ready to leave this stupid place and I realized that I need to stop. I need to stay here because God wants me here. There's some plan for me that I don't know about yet and I have to wait it out. But sometimes I hit these times in my life where I wonder if it would actually matter if I was gone, if anyone would miss me, if I kept on trying if it would be worth it. I know I have to keep trying because it is worth it. Not sure if people would really miss me, but I know it's worth it to stick around. Sorry, but you have to put up with me for longer. :)
I figured I might copy and past some of the stuff I wrote about this in my other post. I'm tied together with a smile. Taylor wrote this about her friend with bulimia and she wrote it for me with my problems. I don't think I'm the only one who doesn't think I'm pretty. If they did, would they still call me fat? Yeah, I walk around here thinking I'm not pretty. I'm trying to hold on but sometimes I can't do it anymore. I cry an I don't tell anyone. I'm not the golden one, the girl who's got it all.
This song isn't one I know really well, but I love it. I feel like very eye is watching me, waiting me to fall, expecting me to lose. I believe in you even when I see you crying. Thank God, or no one would believe in me. There will come a day when love will get me out, bring the truth, free me from my fear. I'll get out. I know God's getting me out. I know he will.
Sorry that was long. I didn't mean for it to be THAT long. :) Thanks for reading/listening and I promise I'll post again this week. Sometime.... :)